Seven Years

This week marks seven years since I buried my firstborn. In many ways it seems inconceivable that more than half a decade has passed since I held him in my arms. Yet in other ways, those events seem so distant that it almost feels like a different person experienced the devastating loss and …

A Child’s Wisdom

I tell you the truth, anyone who will not receive the kingdom of God like a little child will never enter it. (Luke 18:17) Wouldn’t it be great to view the burdens of this world through the innocent eyes of a child every now and then? Sometimes a vastly complex problem …

Ethan: Part 2

I had a pretty idyllic childhood. I was born into a multi-generational family of faith. Mine was the kind of family who was at the church building every time the doors were opened. As a young child, I learned all the characters of the Bible, from Daniel in the lion’s …

Ethan: Part 1

The moment my worst nightmare became a reality is seared into my memory. I can replay it like a video clip, over and over. The dim lighting, the hushed voices, the quiet, steady presence of my husband at my side. The nurse handing me a box of tissues, although my …

Mr. Bear

Meet Mr. Bear. Bear has been very special to my family for quite a long time. He first came into our lives the day we came home from the hospital without our newborn baby. My sweet son Ethan passed away just two short days after his birth, and in his place came …